My headaches have gotten worse, and sometimes only for a seconds I can't see out of my left eye, I constantly have back, and muscle pain.. And I also get really dizzy and light headed when walking.. I just hurt ALL the time.. And I hate it, I've been really depressed lately and I honestly just want to die, sometimes I just feel like I would be better off dead. I wanted to go over to my friend's house today so that I can have fun and not stress out about everything, but we'll that's not going to happen... And school don't even get me started on that.. I can't even think about it without having a panic attack..
Well anyway I'm just laying here in extreme pain while eating goldfish.. I'm trying to stay positive and happy about this.. because being sad and angry is emotionally exhausting.. Well anyway I'm going to try and sleep.. If I can.. last night was the only time I actually got any sleep within I don't even know how long.. So I'm dead tired..
I love you guys and thank you so much for supporting me on this, I hope your day is going alot better than mine,